The first is a thought I had started to write about but finished and published last night.
The middle three deal with ending a friendship-turned-romantic, and it's kind of strange to look back now at how bent out of shape I was, but all of this was totally new to me, so I puzzled over the new emotions a lot, and I didn't know what to do with them, so I wrote about it all but didn't want to publish it in the midst of my emotional vulnerability.
The last is just something I didn't want to publish so as to avoid sounding overly melancholy or bipolar at the time. Turns out I sound crazy anyway, so why not publish that crazy-sounding stuff?!
They are as listed below: