I have so many drafts started. So much to say. Yet I've been focusing on other things, and blogging has shifted downward in priority. There's so much about what I'm going through and thinking and observing that I want to share, to see if others have observed or experienced the same, to let someone know they're not the only one thinking it, or to simply provoke questions and conversation, possibly to help me clarify my own perspective.
Yet I refrain from publishing because they're too rough, don't yet accurately portray my complete thoughts, come across as overly pert, or simply aren't thought through or articulated completely, and I just don't want to blurt it all out then have to clarify and re-clarify...that's just too demanding on my attention and time. So now I'm all backed up, having all these thoughts bunching up and compounding together, and I'm wondering how I'll ever catch my posts up with this rolling snowball of thoughts and just scrapping it for now because I'm too busy to try. Blogger constipation's a bear.