Damn this weather

The weather today is overcast, grey, cool, gently raining intermittently, fall-like. This is the time of year I love and hate the most. I love the fall colors of Utah's canyons. I love the relaxing pitter patter of small raindrops on the roof and windows. I like wearing sweaters and long-sleeved thermals, scarves, warm socks. I love cuddling up under a blanket by a fire to warm up from the chill while watching the rain outside. I...hate that I'm realizing that I'm recently single just in time for the best time of year to be in lo--...to be with someone...in this case, a specific someone. Today has been harder again.